into the vast unknown...

i can't believe we've decided to do what we've decided to do...
sometimes when i reflect on our decision to expand our family, i get knots in my stomach! and other times i feel a sense of calm, like this is a good thing for all of us.

the kids were all excited and full of questions when we told them the news. donovan was/is a bit reluctant about giving up his old room, which is the smallest in the house. he doesn't want the bigger room because we'll have to use part of it for storage, and he really wants his privacy. i think he'll be ok..

my mom took it well... (dare i say she was even supportive?) yep... you guessed it... my stepdad's moving in with us... they are in the process of getting divorced, and while i was very sad to hear it, i have to admit that i was surprised the he's lasted this long. my mom can be so overwhelming! there used to be days when i would be just incredibly drained after hanging out with her.

it should only be for about a year (famous last words, huh?), but one of the main reasons why i am cool about it is that i've lived with my stepdad before, and he is pretty helpful around the house, very easy to get along with, and great with the kids.

besides, we all work so much and at such odd hours, i don't think we'll ever see each other really...