you drive a HARD bargain there, mister!!

i've had a lot to think about lately. i don't want to bargain..

i wonder sometimes about those who think i'm too giving to others, but oh so delighted to pluck apples from my tree.

that wasn't meant to sound sexual, but it did, huh?

i remember ronin making a comment about how everything is relative. and i see how my ideas of happiness are different from the ideas of others. and that is ok.

once upon a time i wanted a man in my life who would love my children and want to be a part of my family. and while i realize that that would be hard to find, i'd like to think that i'm not below that standard.

can't i want the world? can't i say that i deserve it?

should i have to beg and plead, cry for it, reason for it, and spend my days aching for that little bit of budge? scheming for a way to entice the heart of a man who will not serve his devotion on a silver platter?

hmm... with a little gravy on top. parsley on the side... (which, by the way, i hear was served with dinners to freshen breath after dinner...)

good grief, charlie brown... i'm starting to read a bit like another "creepy" blog some of us know...

put me down if i start reading like that ALL the time...

make it short and sweet, please...